(not necessarily in that order)
Today was about prepping and packing; tomorrow we fly to Switzerland to visit Ramesha’s family. We’ll also spend time with Ramesha’s (pre-Ananda) best friends, who’ve continued to be very close to us over the years.
I can’t really wrap my mind around anything else right now, especially since I really want to get to bed at a reasonable hour.
Buona notte!
….is LIGHT! (clap)
This morning at the beginning of Sunday service we sang a song titled: Yes, It’s Devil Worship. Interesting title for a humorous but very powerful song. 🙂
Several listeners commented on the timeliness of the message, even expressing the opinion that the world needs to hear songs like this right now.
In his book “I’ve Passed My Life as a Stranger, Lord”, Swamiji writes:
In telling us how to overcome our own evil tendencies, he [Yogananda] often said, “Don’t concentrate too much on your faults. That will only reinforce them. A room may be in darkness for thousands of years. Once you bring light into it, however, the darkness will cease to exist.
“Don’t beat at your ignorance with the stick of self-blame. Hold good thoughts, perform good actions, and meditate. If you turn on the inner light, the darkness will vanish forever as though it had never been!”
We’re asking Master and Divine Mother to guide us in sharing this song (and other similar ones) with a wider audience. In the meantime, here are the lyrics to Yes, It’s Devil Worship. Enjoy!
Brother, I’ve a faint suspicion
You and I’ve been led astray:
Taught to drive the devil from us,
We’ve invited him to stay!
What we need is light!
For we can’t drive out the darkness
With a stick, with a stick,
No, we can’t drive out the devil with a stick.
Some proclaim all men are sinners,
Can’t escape the devil’s might.
How their interest must intrigue him,
They won’t let him out of sight!
What we need is light!
For we can’t drive out the darkness
Talking sin, talking sin,
No, we can’t drive out the devil talking sin.
Some of us were taught the slogan:
“Social evils must be slain!”
But can anger drive out sorrow?
How can passion conquer pain?
What we need is light!
For we can’t drive out the darkness
While we hate, while we hate,
No, we can’t drive out the devil while we hate.
Brother, have you ever wondered
Why the darkness lingers on?
If we want to see the sunrise
Let us turn and face the dawn!
What we need is light!
For we’ll only best the darkness
When we love, when we love,
Yes, we’ll only best the devil when we love!
When I think of a workaholic, the image that comes to mind is of a corporate businessperson in a suit. I don’t think of people like myself and Ramesha. But, actually, we sort of fit the bill…admittedly, in our own unique way.
The problem is that when you love what you do… when you feel a sense of mission… when there’s always one more project or task requiring your attention…then it’s easy to lose your sense of balance.
So it feels like a big win that, when we had to rethink our visit to Assisi (for a variety of reasons), we chose to forgo the trip in order to stay in Lugano and dedicate some serious time to rest, rejuvenation, and just being.
Aaahhhh….good for us!
Today was the first full day of officially being without our Market.
I know it’s for the best. I know change is good. I know something even better is in the process of manifesting. I know “when one door closes another door opens”. I absolutely know all this is true.
And…it’s still the end of an era and feels pretty weird.
The song lyric that keeps popping into my head is:
Don’t it always seem to goÂ
That you don’t know what you’ve gotÂ
Till it’s gone…
Even when you’ve had advanced warning, with plenty of time to adjust and make other plans, there’s still a shock to the system you experience when that place (or thing or person) really is gone. You might start to feel your appreciation more deeply and in more ways than you realized before.
I know it’s temporary, but for now I’m definitely feeling the hole in the fabric of our Village.
“Talent is a pursued interest. Anything that you’re willing to practice, you can do.” Bob Ross
I didn’t even know who Bob Ross was but I really resonated with this quote when I happened upon it earlier today.
What I know from (often bitter) experience is that what we often think of as “talent” can end up being more of a curse than a blessing.
Why?
Well, first of all, it makes it a lot easier for the ego to convince you that you’re “special” because you’re so “talented”…and down that road lies all kinds of pitfalls and potential suffering.
It also makes it harder to learn discipline and even how to practice. After all, if it all comes “easy” in the early stages of playing an instrument you might begin to think that you really are “hot stuff” — having fun and receiving lots of “strokes” — without ever establishing a solid foundation on which to build. There can even be a subtle sense of expecting something for nothing, and that never bodes well for the long run!
The end result is an all too common tendency to get a skewed perspective that’s essentially backwards, where we take credit for being talented, while downplaying the hard work aspect. The truth is that the only thing we CAN take credit for is the energy and effort we put out. We absolutely can NOT take credit for our “talent” or for the qualities and attributes that make us good at something.
I mean, does a professional basketball player take credit for the fact that he’s 7 ft tall? I hope not! But he can certainly take credit for the hours spent learning and then perfecting the skills necessary to excel at his sport.
Over the years of my career as a classical flutist, I came to envy my less “talented” friends; the ones who gained a reputation for their work ethic, plugging away in the practice room and simply getting the job done.
As I learned to be more like them, I developed and refined my skills to where I was eventually able to do a lot more with those unique abilities that I had been blessed with…which ended up being the best of both worlds!
Lately I’ve been feeling there’s a similarity between our Ananda Music ministry and the Hydra of Greek mythology.
[Full disclosure: I had a vague recollection about this but had to look it up to be sure.]
Anyways… according to the Mythical Creatures Guide, Hydra has many heads (as many as nine) and was slain during the second labor of Hercules. But this is the part I was remembering:
“If the heads are cut off, the heads would grow back. One head cut-off would result to two heads growing back in its place.”
I sometimes feel our projects are like the Hydra heads: as soon as we get a handle on one, two more appear to take its place! Thankfully, the similarity ends there, because we love what we do. Plus our projects don’t bite.
We had such fun at choir tonight, welcoming an influx of new members!
There are increasing numbers of Village interns coming together as a group to sing — in addition to Ashtara and Arya, we now have Ben, Jake, and Tim (plus Caterina will join when she gets back from Finland).
Prasanna and Vineet from India came tonight as well and will be singing with choir for a while longer.
Then there are experienced choir members who’ve recently relocated to the Village from other Ananda communities: Matthew (from Portland) and Linda (from Sacramento).
A big welcome to you all!
Update time…
Nothing dramatic, but substantial enough to make a difference in my overall energy, which helps with keeping it going.
We celebrated Jyotish’s birthday in the lower gardens of Crystal Hermitage this afternoon. Choir sang a couple of songs; Anandi led blessings for Jyotish and then for Jyotish and Devi together (they leave Wednesday for Italy, then India); cake was served. Then (I can’t think of a better way to say this) Jyotish and Devi gave darshan.
This is one of the definitions I found when I went to double-check the meaning of “darshan”: an opportunity or occasion of seeing a holy person.
It felt very familiar to be in the astral beauty of Crystal Hermitage gardens; surrounded by great souls who happen to be dear friends and spiritual family; observing Jyotish and Devi as they interacted with person after person, radiating boundless love and deep wisdom. It brought back memories of birthday parties for Swamiji and I found myself thinking that it felt sort of like “old times”.
Thank you, Jyotish and Devi, for all you do to further the growth and expansion of Ananda, and for being our divine friends.
The “firsts” continue…!
Tonight was a beautiful Kriya initiation, the first in the new Temple of Light sanctuary. And what an amazing space for Kriya it is; especially because it’s so profoundly still and silent during even the shortest meditation.
Another eagerly anticipated “first” will be this year’s Christmas concert and the 2020 Oratorio. We can hardly wait!