About my super big yesterday

Choir warming up before the concert

​​To begin with, we’re in the middle of Spiritual Renewal Week here at Ananda Village, our first big in-person event since 2019! Each day there are morning classes, plus special events most evenings.

Which brings me to yesterday. We started out by singing before the morning class with the Joy Singers, leaving immediately after class to drive to town and grab burrito bowl lunches-to-go on the way to my weekly appointment at the Infusion Center.

For this week’s treatment I received four pre-meds, followed by all three of my chemo drugs: Velcade, Darzalex, and Zometa. I was a little nervous since the concert was that night and this was my first time getting all three medications at once.

The treatment lasted two and a half hours. By then we had learned there was a fire not too far from Ananda Village, so we drove home to prepare for the concert while listening to fire reports and hearing about what areas were under mandatory evacuations (as opposed to just warnings).

We only had about an hour to eat dinner, change clothes, and get over the amphitheater to set up the stage, but we started hearing speculation that the concert should be delayed or cancelled because of the fire. So, we called and talked to the Village community manager, a very calm and wise soul who explained why he felt the concert was a “go”, and we totally agreed. And then the power went out! 

But let me back up and give you some context about our concert…

We usually have a well thought out “theme” for our SRW concerts, but this year was simply about finally singing together once again — in person — as a global community! The choir wasn’t large, but we hadn’t had singers from so many different locations singing together in one place since our 50th anniversary event in 2019!

We had been really looking forward to this concert, but we encountered all kinds of obstacles along the way — my health issues; the ongoing COVID realities (increasing cases, singers testing positive, and others avoiding singing as a precaution); having to relocate the concert from the Temple of Light to the outdoor amphitheater, which was the only way we could have a large choir; musicians having accidents that put them out of commission; you name it!

But all along we felt very strongly that we had to keep moving forward with restoring our music to it’s primary place in the life of our global community. Why? Because Ananda Music is such a tremendous tool for uplifting consciousness, which is so needed in the world right now.

View of the fire from Sunset Ridge

The added confusion and challenge of a fire and power outage just a couple of hours before the start of the concert had us wondering whether there weren’t downward pulling energies trying to block the powerfully positive and joyful expression of our music.

If so, we weren’t going to allow it to happen! I was inwardly resolved that the concert would happen — even if we didn’t have power. I figured that we would simply sing unamplified with however many singers showed up and whoever made it to listen would just have to come right up close to hear us!

But the good news is the amphitheater was on a generator, so we did have power. Plus all the singers made it and the concert went miraculously well.

Oh, and I felt absolutely fine the whole night, with no side effects whatsoever from my big chemo treatment. Miracle on top of miracle!

And that was my super big day.

The magic of a waltz

So, I wrote about a delightful video yesterday, which — of course, I had to view a few more times today, in company with spouse and friends who I roped in to enjoy it with me.

And it got me to thinking about the magic of 3/4 time, also known as “waltz time”. There’s just something so uplifting about it…

I was recalling a Christmas season many years ago when I still lived in San Francisco. I’ve never been a big fan of large shopping centers and try to avoid them entirely at Christmas time. But for some reason, I was in the Stonestown Galleria and feeling a little frazzled.

Well, as I walked out of Macy’s I realized that Tschaikovsky’s the Waltz of the Flowers was playing over the sound system and immediately started feeling better. Then, as I came down the escalator, two things happened: one, I overheard people humming along to the music, and two, I saw a couple laughing as they danced a few steps together to the music.

Even after all these years I really can’t find the words to describe just how wonderful I felt in that moment — united in joyous harmony with complete strangers through the power of uplifting music!

More about George, Kenny, Gino, and Al

As I pointed out the other day, my connection with these singers was entirely through their music. There was no going online in order to Google about their lives; there was no following them on social media. Anything I knew about them (or at least thought I knew about them) was through the words of their songs, the energy that came through their singing and/or playing, and their band’s overall consciousness or vibration (although I certainly wouldn’t have used those words at the time).

While revisiting this period of my “personal music history” I’ve needed to spend time remembering, looking up lyrics, and checking out videos. In the process I’ve been able to confirm what my intuition told me all those years ago, that each of these artists was — in their own unique way — channeling something positive and uplifting through their music!

More about George Benson
Benson has been married to Johnnie Lee since 1965 and has seven children. Benson describes his music as focusing more on love and romance, and eschewing overt sexuality, due to his commitment to his family and religious practices, with Benson serving as one of Jehovah’s Witnesses.

More about Kenny Loggins
For Kenny Loggins, that connection to the spiritual has always been his ability to, as he put it, ‘Stop and listen to the song playing in my head.’ This for him was the light, the love, the sense of Interconnectedness of the world as a whole, and his songs are the records of what the Spirit imparted to him when he would allow himself to listen.

More about Gino Vannelli
Vannelli considers his spirituality to comprise at least 50 percent of his outlook, and he says the greatest lesson he’s learned is to maintain harmony between joy and sadness, to keep an even keel — and to live modestly, and be grateful.

More about Al Jarreau
…a desire to use his voice as an instrument of joyful healing. A statement on his web site says that music was only his second priority. His first … was healing or comforting anyone in need … He needed to see a warm, affirming smile where there had not been one before. Song was just his tool for making that happen.

To close out this era of my “personal music history”, I’m going to leave you with the official, animated video that Al Jarreau created for his song Mornin’. I didn’t use it the other day because even I thought it might be a bit much. But, you know, this is who this man truly was and I want to honor that.