Gathering my stories of Swamiji

Swamiji listening while Dharmini Iyer and I performed with Jeannie Tschantz (not pictured) during Spiritual Renewal Week (probably 2008 or so).

The stories that came up during last night’s satsang with Jyotish and Devi rekindled my determination to capture in writing my various experiences and time spent with Swami Kriyananda over the years.

I’ve been saying I’m going to do it ever since he passed away in 2013, but it’s starting to grow in urgency.

So, in order to simply get started and move some energy, I’ve decided to devote some of my daily blog posts to this process.

The idea is to begin by outlining things chronologically, then gradually flesh out the different categories as I go along. We’ll see if this strategy enables me to finally make some progress.

Well, here goes nothin’! 😄
1. My first experiences of Ananda and the music
2. Becoming part of Ananda Palo Alto
3. My first “meetings” with Swamiji
4. Oratorio choir tour to Italy
5. Moving to Italy and then Switzerland
6. The one year leave-of-absence that’s lasted fifteen years
7. Ananda Village (1)
8. Los Angeles
9. Ananda Village (2)

Counting my blessings

I truly am grateful, thankful, and blessed!

Here’s something that Swamiji said in 2012:

“Happy Thanksgiving Day. Today is a big day in America, but what it stands for would be good for everyone on earth to celebrate: a day of thanks to God for His many gifts.”

How wonderful it would be to focus on giving thanks for God’s gifts every day of the year, and to go to sleep each night…counting my blessings!

LYRICS
When I’m worried and I can’t sleep
I count my blessings instead of sheep
And I fall asleep counting my blessings

When my bankroll is getting small
I think of when I had none at all
And I fall asleep counting my blessings

I think about a nursery and I picture curly heads
And one by one I count them as they slumber in their beds

If you’re worried and you can’t sleep
Just count your blessings instead of sheep
And you’ll fall asleep counting your blessings

“Now I sing: In Thy love I am free!”

This video of “I Wander With Thee” is from almost ten years ago; amazing how far video quality has come in that time!

Today I once again experienced the truth that if I’m stumbling over the lyrics to a song, it’s because I haven’t gone deep enough in understanding what I’m singing.

The opening song for today’s service was “I Wander With Thee,” one of Swami Kriyananda’s St. Francis songs. It’s a perky tune, sung in unison, and I think it’s often relegated to the category of “easy, simple, doesn’t have a lot to it.”

But it actually has a powerful message, which I was glad to finally tune into!

This is the introduction to the song written by Swamiji:
“In the spirit of St. Francis
Let us roam the earth
Spreading God’s joy everywhere,
And inflaming hearts with divine love.”

And here are the lyrics:
Father, now that I wander with Thee,
Flow’rs and fields are alive with Thy joy!
All that I owned to Thee I’ve given,
Now I sing: In Thy love I am free!

Father now that I dance in Thy name,
Birds and animals share in my song!
All my sorrows, all my merriment,
Join in music to set hearts aflame!

It’s actually happening!

Have you ever had an idea…but it’s never been done before…and there’s not a lot of time to pull it together…and part of you wonders if it’s kind of crazy?!?

But then the time comes…and it actually happens…and people are touched and uplifted…and you feel the grace of God and Gurus pouring through…and you’re just so grateful to have played a part in something good.

So, first we chanted “Aum Guru” for 30 minutes at the end of a beautiful service in honor of Swami Kriyananda’s 73rd Discipleship Anniversary. I can’t even put into words how powerful it was for me.

And now, for the next 21 hours or so (the first 3 have already passed) you can click on the above video and hear pre-recorded chanting of “Aum Guru” by devotees from all around the world — West Coast, East Coast, Italy, India, New Zealand, and maybe more that I haven’t even heard about yet.

I’m just so thrilled that it’s really happening!

And now for something light & playful!

I love watching the birds fluttering around while they chow down on the star thistle plants, and was thrilled to finally manage to take a short video of them at play!

Of course, these are birds in the summer, but the accompanying music is “Birds in the Spring” by Swami Kriyananda, performed by the late harpist, Derek Bell, on the Mystic Harp 2 CD.

Enjoy!

A successful & productive retreat!

Ramesha, Bhagavati, Pavani, Jeannie at the end of our music retreat.

Ramesha summarized our retreat so well, I’m going to copy his words here!

“Today we had a very productive music retreat at Crystal Hermitage.

It helped us clarify our next steps for the music ministry, both here at Ananda Village and worldwide.

We met in Swamiji’s apartment and we could feel his guidance throughout the meeting.

Thank you, Swamiji! 🙏

In fact, the retreat was so successful and productive that Pavani, Jeannie, and I ended up doing a major feng shui rearrangement of the music office! We completely freed up the wealth corner and spiffed up the wisdom corner as well.

It was quite a day!

Jeannie working in the spiffed up wisdom corner.
Pavani relaxing in the newly sattvic wealth corner.

What is it you channel?

These words by Swamiji about how we’re all channels are well worth deep reflection.

“Everything around you is a channel
for something greater than itself.
Have you ever thought of that?
The flowers are channels of beauty.
The trees channel calmness and strength.
The earth is a channel for life.

Yes, you, too, are a channel. —

But what is it you channel?
Is it moods?
unhappiness?
anger?

Or is it gladness?
kindness?
a laughing heart?
The world has so many gifts to share with you.
For God is like a Mother,
who loves all Her children,
And wants to see them happy and well.

But if you won’t look for Her, trustingly;
And if, when you see Her beauty in the rose,
you turn away —
You mustn’t wonder if Her channels wither, and close —
And if the flowers stop blooming,
and the trees hang drooping in the sun.

Worse still, you may find, if you turn away,
That your own heart begins to grow smaller,
And — in a world so full of miracles —
That you feel all alone, and afraid.


— Swami Kriyananda (from the introduction to Winging on the Wind: Songs and Poems)

Swamiji and the tamboura

I recently saw this photo of a young Swamiji playing the tamboura and it reminded me of a special moment during a long ago concert. I shared this story in the book Swami Kriyananda As We Have Known Him by Asha Praver (now Asha Nayaswami); it’s a beautiful book, filled with many wonderful stories about Swamiji.

Taming a Tamboura

It was the middle of a concert when Swamiji picked up the tamboura to accompany himself while he sang. A tamboura is an Indian instrument that easily goes out of tune. It was dreadfully off-pitch and no matter how much Swamiji tried, he couldn’t tune it. Finally he gave up and began to play it as it was.

I was near him on the stage and every time his fingers went across the strings I cringed at the dissonance. With his sensitive ear, I don’t know how he kept singing, but he did. Gradually, the dissonance waned. By the time Swamiji was half way through the song, the tamboura was perfectly in tune and it stayed that way for the rest of the concert.

Patanjali’s Yoga Sutras describe the practice of ahimsa. ”Non-violence” is how it is usually translated. Swamiji calls it ”harmlessness” and has dedicated himself to that practice. The fruit for one who practices ahimsa perfectly, Patanjali says, is that in his presence, no disharmony can arise. Wild animals are tamed, ferocious criminals subdued.

Some people may disagree, but I have been playing musical instruments since I was a child and I know they have personalities that respond to human consciousness. I think, in the presence of Swamiji’s ahimsa, the tamboura simply couldn’t hold on to its disharmonious ”attitude.” Swamiji’s harmonious vibrations tamed it.

Swamiji’s laughter

Swamiji laughing (Ananda Assisi)

One of the things I loved most about Swami Kriyananda was his laugh. It was so warm and infectious, with so much joy flowing through it.

I also loved how much he loved to laugh!

When I was living in Assisi and becoming better friends with Ramesha (he was still Fabio then, of course), I realized that one of the things I was coming to love about him was his laugh.

In fact, the first gift I gave Ramesha was a photo of Swamiji in Palo Alto — laughing!

It’s virtual choir time!

Which means lots of emails, lots of downloads, lots of converting video to audio, and lots and lots of helping people navigate technology. Which is interesting for a not particularly technical person like me!

But it’s all for the best of causes — joining together in song despite being separated by time and space, this time in honor of Swami Kriyananda’s birthday. Yay! 😊