In fact, I’m reminded of something I read (or heard) years and years ago along the lines of “it’s good when you feel confused because that means you’re about to learn something new”.
Well, I’m in the process of new learning at this very moment. To tell the truth, it’s so new that — even though I can see the various components moving into place — I can’t yet express how they fit together with any coherency. I can feel it, but I can’t make sense of it yet.
But it’s exciting, because I feel poised on the brink of infinite possibilities and long-awaited, fundamental changes. So basically, I’m feeling both confused and hopeful. 🙂
Today marks sixmonths of daily blogs and I’m celebrating in two ways:
First, I’m giving myself a major pat on the back for having stuck it out and made it this far.
And second, I’m stretching even further out of my comfort zone by inviting readers to follow the blog, which means they can choose to receive an email notification of each published blog post (this will allow me to stop clogging up our Ananda Village “Nextdoor” site with my daily posting announcements, though I’ll still post a link to Facebook each day).
For sure there’s plenty of inner resistance as I take this step, but I also feel Swami urging me to ignore the resistance and simply keep moving forward. So that’s what I’m doing!
Here’s to the next six months!
P.S. You’ll find the “Follow my blog” form in the sidebar. 🙂
That’s Manisha on the left, with friend, Jujuolui, and husband, Dambara.
I love whatever my friend, Manisha, writes. So I’m thrilled that my fellow Ananda blogger, William, and I have somehow managed to cajole her into writing a regular blog once again.
I’m ready to hop on a plane for another visit to beautiful Ananda Farm Camano Island.
I’m inspired to try her suggestion of starting my day off by writing in a gratitude journal, in order to “prime the pump” and start my day with more joy.
Thanks, Manisha. I’m looking forward to more; much more! 🙂
In my jazz days, I had heard of tenor saxophonist, Sonny Rollins, but — being more of an alto sax girl (Paul Desmond of the Dave Brubeck quartet was my hero!) — I never really tuned into him.
So I was fascinated to learn recently that Rollins — now in his late 80’s — has been practicing yoga and meditation since the mid-1960’s, even taking a sabbatical from performing in order to spend an extended period at an ashram in India!
Here at Ananda, we seek to offer ourselves and all we do in service to God and Gurus; as musician devotees we ask to serve as channels for their inspiration, doing our best to stay out of the way while trying to always remember that “God is the doer”.
Which is almost exactly how Sonny Rollins describes his approach as an improviser: “I’m not supposed to be playing, the music is supposed to be playing me. I’m just supposed to be standing there with the horn, moving my fingers. The music is supposed to be coming through me; that’s when it’s really happening.”
One of our Ananda friends, William Breckenridge, has just launched a brand new blog called Gioia Journal and I’m actually surprised at how tickled this makes me! I guess the fact that I’m so pleased for him, and so eager to read what he has to say, is because I’ve been getting so much value from the writing process.
Here’s part of what William has to say about his new endeavor: “I am choosing to blog about my joys, experiences, and adventures here at Ananda Farm Camano Island. It has positively influenced the way I feel, think, act, and live. I may have some original insights; they are yours to peruse and hopefully enjoy.”
All the best to you, William! I hope you experience as much joy and satisfaction from writing your blog as I have.
Tonight we helped celebrate the rebirth of Master’s Market — officially closed exactly three months ago and now re-opened as a co-op (on a three month trial basis) thanks to the efforts of Omprakash and his amazing team of volunteers.
There was food on the shelves; the high school girls were offering baked goodies for sale; pizza night was booming; Ashtara and Arya were selling their delicious sourdough bread; and the fiddle band kept lots of toes tapping. Bottom line? The energy was amazing!
“Autumn is a second spring when every leaf is a flower.” –Albert Camus
It’s been quite a while since we had rain, and it feels like we’re getting to admire the autumn foliage for much longer than usual. Now, I’m no scientist or botanist, and I know next to nothing about photosynthesis or chlorophyll. Which means I get to make up my own story about fall foliage and what it means (to me, at least). 🙂
It seems to me that the leaves absorb light throughout the spring and summer, then start losing it as they gradually diminish in the early fall and begin changing colors. But as the season continues, with the days growing shorter and winter drawing near, it’s as if nature gives us one last show…a final display of vibrant light and a sense of warmth. I’m sure you’ve experienced it: when you’re walking or driving along and you suddenly see a burst of light through the trees…and you realize it’s the fall foliage, glowing as if lit from within.
Sometimes I have to just stop and marvel at the incredible light emanating from the trees here at Ananda Village. They are so very, very beautiful! And I like the idea of each leaf going out in a burst of glory, as the spirit of the tree quietly turns within and prepares to enter the stillness of winter.
Ramesha got home from teaching a class to the Yoga Teacher Training group and we got to chatting and laughing…and I ended up missing my deadline to write the blog!
Oh well, relaxing in the evening with the hubby is a good thing. 🙂
Today I just have to give a HUGE shout out to my husband, Ramesha! He has been putting out an amazing amount of time and energy and resources, which — of course! — means that he’s also facing down those inner parts of himself that want to hold him back. The letter below is the first time he’s really shared with our spiritual family what he’s been up to. I’m making it the basis of today’s blog because I am so very proud of him, so appreciative of all his hard work, and I want to do anything and everything I can to support him in his endeavors. Thanks!
Dear Ananda family,
I’d like to share with you about a project that I’ve been working very hard on for the last few months.
As you already know, for years we in the music ministry have been trying to find ways to “get the music out there” (as Swamiji would say), by sharing our music with a wider audience than just Ananda members.
We all love our music and we are constantly nurtured by it. But there are thousands, maybe even millions of people out there who would probably love it as much as we do, if only they had a chance to LEARN about it!
So, this is what I’ve been focusing on: letting (a lot) more people know about Ananda Music by putting it in front of them right where they like to hang out most: on social media.
I’ve been working closely with an amazing group of musicians and music marketers who are teaching, from direct personal experience, what works in terms of promoting music online. The possibilities are mind boggling!
A key point they emphasize is that to successfully promote music (or anything else), you have to create a culture, a brand, a sense of COMMUNITY that is oriented around the music you promote. However, I’m also learning that it’s a lot more effective to promote music as an individual, rather than as an organization. People (potential “fans”) are used to relating to an individual, like a singer or instrumentalist, rather than to an entity such as “Ananda Music.” Of course, this approach feels dramatically different to me as a devotee, but I’m committed to following the program, so…! 😄
Another benefit of promoting myself as an individual is that it allows me to more easily reach out to those who aren’t ready to embrace a spiritual path, but are hungry for inspiration and connection. Similarly to what Jyotish and Devi are doing with the Yogananda Institute in India, I’ll be presenting our music to the world without placing emphasis on a path, religion, or affiliation, but simply as a tool to inspire and uplift, from musician to listener.
And, of course, a huge plus of building my business in this way is the potential to substantially increase my income–both personally and eventually for the music ministry–while still allowing me to operate within the dharma of promoting and performing the music of Master and Swamiji.
And now, friends, I have two favors to ask of you: First, I’m hoping you will feel inspired to visit and consider joining my Live Happy! Facebook group.This is where I’m creating the culture and sense of community that I was talking about earlier, and it would be great to have inspiring souls, like yourselves, chiming in by posting uplifting items and sharing insights that may be of interest to spiritually-inclined people, without being specifically “Ananda”.
Finally, please hold this project in your prayers. I feel it has the potential to make our music known to many thirsty souls.
