I’ve decided to share a bit of a health update here, since it’s become clear to people that there’s something going on… 🤔
A while back I was diagnosed with the Big “C”. It’s actually been a few weeks since I last wrote a health update; partly because there wasn’t anything significantly new or different to report, but also because I’ve been quite busy in other areas.
And therein lies the paradox of my life right now…
On the one hand, I feel (and, evidently, look) mostly normal. People see me singing for Sunday service or other events and have a hard time believing that I’m not completely well. That’s okay, because I have a hard time believing it myself!
The busyness I’m experiencing is largely because we’ve committed to doing our Good Friday Oratorio this year. True, it’s with a very small choir, but still…!
Although Oratorio is a big undertaking, we felt the strong inner guidance that this wasn’t the time for the music ministry to pull back, but rather to go for it. So, I’m definitely busier than I originally expected to be right now.
On the other hand, this is a serious illness and the treatment process is getting more varied and intense.
At the end of this month I’ll start two weeks of radiation. Then in early May we’ll meet with doctors to evaluate having a bone marrow transplant, which would mean time in the hospital and a significant recovery period.
So, my challenge right now is wrapping my mind around both of these realities at once: that I feel fine and filled with energy as I continue singing and serving through the music ministry, while at the same time I’m adjusting to the possibility of being out of action for longer than I can really imagine.
For now, it’s enough to keep taking things one step at a time, even while seeking to understand what it all means in the Big Picture.
In the meantime, I’m beyond grateful for all the prayers and good wishes. 🙏😊
Oh…So glad you shared with us dear ❤️
I have a feeling singing is a part of your healing … and when it’s time to rest and have more inward time with God and Guru you will enjoy that ‘activity’. Sending you Healing waves of Light infused with the suns energy also evident in all the budding blossoms of Spring. I visualize all your cells dancing in divine vitality dear Soul 🧚🏿🧚🏿♂️🧚🏽♀️🕉❤️🌻
Thank you for letting us walk with you on your journey…know I send healing light and love, and know where you are God IS…keep singing and illuminating those cells w light and joy. Much love, Jayashree
Sending you so much love and prayers for all you are going through. May Master and Swamiji guide and bless you.
Sending hugs and prayers!
God bless and heal you, dear Sharon!
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Your posts are truly inspirational, Bhagawati! Know that you are in my thoughts, and prayers. Sending you love and healing light!❤️🙏🏽😕
Thank you so much, Priti! 💗